Inside a warped world: Leaked notes of a DOS slave

Two sheets of handwritten notes of a DOS slave were leaked to Frank Report. It appears authentic. I know who the DOS slave is, but cannot name her for it may out my source.  The notes are disjointed and I could not decipher all the words. I possess the original documents.

Here is what was on the sheets:

Sheet #1


Intimate relationships (emotionally and physically) are restricted by limits and rules

Vulnerability, weakness: I am nothing. Not capable.

Not degraded.

“I don’t like where I am” = I have pride: Parasite strategy.


Not feeling I am not able to have it.

I feel vulnerable, raw and exposed to make it mean I’m not ready and not good enough and weak.

Or go for validation and support to feel OK and solid. Safe.

Keith told me I trade what actually makes sense to what I believe is logic and call the irrational “rational.”

I feel weak and tell myself “I am nothing.”

I go for validation and support. I don’t feel confident, solid.

Validation – validating the viscera.

“You don’t question viscera, you question circumstances.”

I don’t love reality and rather than to look at it familiarity I separate the part that I like; predictability of something.

I have to let in feelings.

I have to accept and validate support so I can feel calm

Vulnerability means weakness. I am nothing, not capable

I feel vulnerable raw and exposed.

Sheet #2

Keith Raniere in my head




step by step


inside out


pure state

making money

Must recruit more people


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[…] is accused of running a sinister master-slave group called DOS where women were starved, branded on their groins, forced into sexual acts, and made to hand over […]

5 years ago

Poor silly and stupid woman. She doesn’t need any or the people she’s surrounded by. She is enough on her own. But, no one is going to tell her this. She will either have the psychic wherewithal to scrape herself up off the floor of the hell she allowed herself to be consigned to or she will not. It’s really that simple. She will either start to want to live – which does mean flee, get away, run, escape or she’s going to let these demonics continue to destroy her until her being – who she was born and grew to become pre-Raniere – is killed off. Then it won’t matter whether or not she lives or dies physically. It certainly will not matter to Keith, The Bronfman Sisters, or Allison Mack. Or, are these Allison’s notes? Who knows. This woman is more than half dead right now. Where are her rescuers? Where are her family? Where are the authorities?

5 years ago
Reply to  ionwhitepoetry

it looks like Allison’s writing. I hope she finds strength in the love of her family but first she will have to face the truth and stop lying to them

5 years ago

Wow, so profound. Is it too late to sign up for DOS? To have these insights into myself at any age, I mean, wow, does anyone know how I can reach Lauren Salzman, Allison Mack, heck I’d take any Master if I could learn this stuff.

Lois Gatlrcis
Lois Gatlrcis
5 years ago

Keith is an evil manipulating monster

The Judge
The Judge
5 years ago

These women are dumb as shit

About the Author

Frank Parlato is an investigative journalist.

His work has been cited in hundreds of news outlets, like The New York Times, The Daily Mail, VICE News, CBS News, Fox News, New York Post, New York Daily News, Oxygen, Rolling Stone, People Magazine, The Sun, The Times of London, CBS Inside Edition, among many others in all five continents.

His work to expose and take down NXIVM is featured in books like “Captive” by Catherine Oxenberg, “Scarred” by Sarah Edmonson, “The Program” by Toni Natalie, and “NXIVM. La Secta Que Sedujo al Poder en México” by Juan Alberto Vasquez.

Parlato has been prominently featured on HBO’s docuseries “The Vow” and was the lead investigator and coordinating producer for Investigation Discovery’s “The Lost Women of NXIVM.” Parlato was also credited in the Starz docuseries "Seduced" for saving 'slave' women from being branded and escaping the sex-slave cult known as DOS.

Additionally, Parlato’s coverage of the group OneTaste, starting in 2018, helped spark an FBI investigation, which led to indictments of two of its leaders in 2023.

Parlato appeared on the Nancy Grace Show, Beyond the Headlines with Gretchen Carlson, Dr. Oz, American Greed, Dateline NBC, and NBC Nightly News with Lester Holt, where Parlato conducted the first-ever interview with Keith Raniere after his arrest. This was ironic, as many credit Parlato as one of the primary architects of his arrest and the cratering of the cult he founded.

Parlato is a consulting producer and appears in TNT's The Heiress and the Sex Cult, which premiered on May 22, 2022. Most recently, he consulted and appeared on Tubi's "Branded and Brainwashed: Inside NXIVM," which aired January, 2023.

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