Two sheets of handwritten notes of a DOS slave were leaked to Frank Report. It appears authentic. I know who the DOS slave is, but cannot name her for it may out my source. The notes are disjointed and I could not decipher all the words. I possess the original documents.
Here is what was on the sheets:
Sheet #1
Enrollment
Intimate relationships (emotionally and physically) are restricted by limits and rules
Vulnerability, weakness: I am nothing. Not capable.
Not degraded.
“I don’t like where I am” = I have pride: Parasite strategy.
Restrictions
Not feeling I am not able to have it.
I feel vulnerable, raw and exposed to make it mean I’m not ready and not good enough and weak.
Or go for validation and support to feel OK and solid. Safe.
Keith told me I trade what actually makes sense to what I believe is logic and call the irrational “rational.”
I feel weak and tell myself “I am nothing.”
I go for validation and support. I don’t feel confident, solid.
Validation – validating the viscera.
“You don’t question viscera, you question circumstances.”
I don’t love reality and rather than to look at it familiarity I separate the part that I like; predictability of something.
I have to let in feelings.
I have to accept and validate support so I can feel calm
Vulnerability means weakness. I am nothing, not capable
I feel vulnerable raw and exposed.
Sheet #2
Keith Raniere in my head
Valuable
Sex
Touch
step by step
embrace
inside out
capacity
pure state
making money
Must recruit more people
[…] is accused of running a sinister master-slave group called DOS where women were starved, branded on their groins, forced into sexual acts, and made to hand over […]
Poor silly and stupid woman. She doesn’t need any or the people she’s surrounded by. She is enough on her own. But, no one is going to tell her this. She will either have the psychic wherewithal to scrape herself up off the floor of the hell she allowed herself to be consigned to or she will not. It’s really that simple. She will either start to want to live – which does mean flee, get away, run, escape or she’s going to let these demonics continue to destroy her until her being – who she was born and grew to become pre-Raniere – is killed off. Then it won’t matter whether or not she lives or dies physically. It certainly will not matter to Keith, The Bronfman Sisters, or Allison Mack. Or, are these Allison’s notes? Who knows. This woman is more than half dead right now. Where are her rescuers? Where are her family? Where are the authorities?
it looks like Allison’s writing. I hope she finds strength in the love of her family but first she will have to face the truth and stop lying to them
Wow, so profound. Is it too late to sign up for DOS? To have these insights into myself at any age, I mean, wow, does anyone know how I can reach Lauren Salzman, Allison Mack, heck I’d take any Master if I could learn this stuff.
Keith is an evil manipulating monster
These women are dumb as shit