By Actaeon
This is in response to the post, Was Allison Mack Making Plea for Help With Blog Posts?
It might be more fair to say that Mack deserves her upcoming prison sentence. Her ‘despairing’ blog entries struck me at the time, as they still do, as the whining of a privileged upper middle class (i.e., rich) Southern California woman, living inside her own head, obsessed with her own personal fulfillment, her place in the world, her spiritual essence, the state of her chakra, obsessing over whether or not she’s obsessing too much, the whole shit storm of self-indulgence.
Which she seems to think everyone else should be interested in.
She may sound crazy but that’s just California crazy. She’s mildly neurotic at best.
“Cold sweats… the anxiety of being found out…”
She has made the humdrum realization that her public persona is not her ‘real’ self. So what?
Freud’s ego, superego, and id. This is not news. Everybody with a modicum of self-awareness knows that we present an image of ourselves to the world that is not the same as our inner self, whatever the hell that is. Mack makes a big deal of this in her blog, but it is uninteresting. Yeah, I don’t scratch my balls in public ’cause I don’t want people to know I’m a pig. Everybody’s like that. So what.
“I run from intimacy… ”
Join the club, Mack. Everybody is afraid of intimacy. Everybody finds life confusing at times. Everybody has trouble focusing, gets distracted. Most of us have short attention spans, that’s why more of us watch TV and fewer of us learn Ancient Greek to read Homer’s Iliad in the original. There’s nothing here indicating her blog is a cry for help. Or that she suffers from any diagnosable mental condition.
It certainly doesn’t explain or excuse her criminal behavior.
She’s not “damaged”. This is ordinary everyday stuff. Sure, she dresses it up a bit, waxes poetically about the blowing leaves speaking to her and the feedback bouncing around in her head and similar crap; it’s embarrassingly self-indulgent.
Mack is a competent professional actress. She knows how to play a part. She’s a bullshit artist and she spent the last decade shilling for Nxivm and DOS. Her blog was largely aimed at doing just that.
She was using it to reel in the suckers; don’t be one of those.
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From the interviews, her tribute song to KR, there’s no doubt that Allison fully believed in what she was doing. She was perfectly brainwashed into the ever changing ideologies of KR. The process of manipulation is the building up and breaking down of her self esteem to the point where she’s so confused, she’s begging for the answers! Belief in ideology is extremely powerful and makes the believer rationalize their behaviour as the means to the end—shambala, utopia, heaven on earth!
Yet is still doesn’t excuse her conduct. At every point along the way, her inner voice was trying to guide her toward the “right” thing. She knows this now, and it’s that refusal to listen to herself that makes the wound of self deception so agonizing!! Self help turned self sabotage! She didn’t lose her mind, she just made the narcissist sociopath her only source of resolution, twisting her instincts into character flaws, so he can manipulate her into even more extreme behaviour. She handed the keys to her soul to this guy, and has resulted in gaining so many different levels of experience that weren’t advertised in the brochure! She believed in the wrong guru (is there a “right” one?). How do you guys say it…? Viva Executive Success!
It always feels very self-indulgent when people have so much time they can fuss about all this internal stuff. If you have spare time, have a baby or go and wash the feet of the poor.
” people have so much time”
“If you have spare time, have a baby or go and wash the feet of the poor.”
Since I am a male, or at least I was the last time I looked, I doubt if I can have a baby.
And as for washing the feet of the poor, give them some soap and water and let them wash their own feet.
Yolanda, I don’t care if you’re Allison or whomever. Opposing opinions are how we find truth.
So answer this: How can a ‘good’ person do the things Allison is accused of doing?
Scratching your balls and Mack being involved in blackmail, sex trafficking, and cauterizing are in two different leagues.
Allison is a wonderful and pure soul. She has been sent to us as a blessing. Don’t listen to the haters Allison!
To all those with nothing better to do than attack her, I say judge not lest ye be judged!
Is she willing to sitdown for a very objective interview and tell us that herself….?
“Allison is a wonderful and pure soul.”
Yolanda,
Are you referring to Allison Mack or Allison Krauss, the bluegrass/country singer from Champaign Illinois?
“Don’t listen to the haters Allison!”
Yolanda,
Are you implying that Allison Mack reads the Frank Report?
Are you implying that Allison goes on the internet to read the Frank Report?
Yolanda,
Could either you or your friend Pea answer this question for me?
I would appreciate it.
Several months ago this conversation occurred between Pea and a person calling herself Ryanne S.
“Pea Onyu
October 7, 2018 at 9:13 pm
Tell me troll, are you paid to post here or are you a true believer? Is your name a tribute to Ayn Rand or to the moon Goddess Rhiannon, who well serviced our Vanguard in her youthful splendor?”
Shadowstate is That Woman !
No, I’m not.
“Allison is a wonderful and pure soul.”
Yolanda,
Are you referring to Allison Mack or Allison Krauss, the bluegrass/country singer from Champaign Illinois?
“Don’t listen to the haters Allison!”
Yolanda,
Could either you or your friend Pea answer two questions for me?
I would appreciate it.
Who is Ryanne S. and why us Allison Mack giving her a pseudonym?
Did Allison give herself the pseudonym of Ryanne S.?
Several months ago this conversation occurred between Pea and a person calling herself Ryanne S.
“Pea Onyu
October 7, 2018 at 9:13 pm
Tell me troll, are you paid to post here or are you a true believer? Is your name a tribute to Ayn Rand or to the moon Goddess Rhiannon, who well serviced our Vanguard in her youthful splendor?”
Ryanne S
October 7, 2018 at 9:59 pm
I don’t know Pea because I’m not the inventor of this dumb name Alison is the one who chose it, so ask her!
Who is Rhiannon?, I’ve heard that name .mentioned before.
But Pea, you may finally be right about something! How about THAT Captain Shadow!!
Finally Pea gets something correct!!
https://frankreport.com/2018/10/07/prosecutions-latest-filing-portends-big-problems-for-raniere-et-al/
Pea seems to know or suspect who Ryanne S. is.
And Pea and Ryanne seem to have a prior relationship.
YOLANDA,
First you hate Allison and now you love her….
Your such an obvious troll. I love it!
And you actually still fool people….
“Niceguy
July 31, 2019 at 10:04 am
YOLANDA,
First you hate Allison and now you love her….
Your such an obvious troll. I love it!
And you actually still fool people….”
Don’t you understand what is going on?
It’s so obvious anyone can see it.
It’s as plain as the nose on Lauren Salzman’s face.
As long as Allison Mack keeps her mouth shut, she is a hero.
And she will be welcomed back into NXIVM with open arms.
NXIVM has written off Raniere as a lost cause.
But the leaders of NXIVM want to protect the organization and its leadership so the Movement can be preserved and the Mission saved.
That means saving the Bronfmans, saving the Salzmans, saving Kim Constable, saving Emiliano Salinas, saving Alex Betancourt, saving Nicki Clyne and saving anyone else in the organization.
Just look at this tribute to Allison Mack on her birthday:
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Happy birthday Queen Allison, love you always #allisonmack #chloesullivan #smallville #powergirl #inspiration #beautiful #gorgeous #amazingwoman #greatactress #blessed #unique #extraordinary #exceptional #angelic #heavensent #captivating #majestic #devine #freeallison #goddess #queen #phenomenalwoman #intelligent #compassionate #hero
https://www.instagram.com/p/B0f1RRCA7ad/
Happy Birthday, Queen Allison!
Who issued that Royal Proclamation?
Her Royal Highness Empress Sara?
or Vanguard Clare?
or Legatus Nicki?
And for your information, Yolanda Cortez is none other than Nicki Clyne using another pen name other than Pea Onyu.
Shadowstate,
I guess you have a point!
“judge not lest the judge judges thee,” Nickvi.
For Allison and others, there is a technique called the Johari window that helps people better understand their relationship with themselves and others. Just
have a look at Wikipedia or in libraries, bookstores,etc..
Much cheaper than a support group or NXIVM.
“She may sound crazy but that’s just California crazy. She’s mildly neurotic at best.”
Allison Mack’s neurosis began to express itself when the press started printing stories about the branding of “slave” women.
Had those stories not appeared, Ms. Mack will still be joyfully burning symbols into the flesh of women.
I took the trouble of looking up cauterizing pens like Ms. Mack and Fräulein Doktor Roberts used to brand women.
Cauterizing pens are legitimate medical tools used to stop bleeding in emergency situations and are usually used under local anesthetic to kill the pain.
Cauterizing pens are not designed to be used by sadistic sociopathic Hollywood actresses looking for a good time.
A company called Bovie makes and retails these pens.
How hot do cauterizing pens get?
According to Bovie’s website, a typical cauterizing pen operates at 2200 degrees Fahrenheit.
A good pizza oven in a restaurant only operates at 800 degrees Fahrenheit.
Allison Mack and her friend Fräulein Doktor Danielle Roberts were burning women with a temperature almost three times hotter than a pizza oven.
AA01 high-temp fine tip, 2200° F (1204° C) – 10/box
AA03 high-temp loop tip, 2200° F (1204° C) – 10/box
AA05 high-temp loop tip w/extended 2″ shaft, 2200° F (1204° C) – 10/box
AA09 high-temp loop tip w/extended 5″ shaft, 2200° F (1204° C) – 10/box
http://www.boviemedical.com/hightempcauteries/
I submit to you that Allison Mack is more than eccentric or neurotic.
Allison Mack is full bore crazy.
For anyone who hasn’t had the experience of being around a such a device in use, I can only say that the smell is absolutely revolting.
“For anyone who hasn’t had the experience of being around a such a device in use, I can only say that the smell is absolutely revolting.”
Those devices are only to be used in medical emergencies by people with first aid training and preferably out of doors with
pain killers for the patient.
And the branding ritual took place in a small townhouse where the hot metal smell of the cauterizing pen mixed with the stench of burning flesh.
Allison Mack and her friends figuratively turned that residence into a small scale crematorium.
Those women must have been mad.
It’s a medical grade, battery operated soldering gun, without the solder. I like the video on the bottom left side of the page, they actually burn flesh with it.
Yes, I don’t understand why a doctor would use or allow that even if the patient supposedly consented. It would not be hard to apply a local anesthetic. It would have been similarly symbolic and look better to do a tattoo. Even someone into sexual pain is unlikely to have wanted it at that level, Even if they did it may be too painful to consent to it.
Allison Mack and the other leaders of NXIVM DOS lied to the women, the initiates, and told them it would be a small tattoo.
Instead, it was a big honking brand and very painfully applied under unhygienic conditions.
Glorious! Dead on target! You’ve touched it with a pin, as the ancients would have said had they spoken English. (I admit it: I read Cicero and Plutarch only in translation.)