Editor’s note: The following is from a former Espian [Expian] who was once a so-called “harem member” and, thus, part of the “circle of women” who cater to every need and whim of ESP founder Keith Raniere.
If you are woman who has sex with Keith, be warned.
He convinces all his women to lie to his other women. His other women may act nice to you, but what you don’t know is that he has completely and utterly demonized and disparaged you to other woman in his harem.
It would shock the shit out of you if you knew what they really think of you. They are all coached to “ACT” super nice and supportive to you.
They are all fools too.
Do the math. What each woman doesn’t realize is this: Keith does the same thing to each and every woman with whom he has sex.
Every woman, behind their back, is demonized to the rest of the harem. Each woman thinks she is the star and that every other woman is a disastrous failure, and Keith is only with the others because he is a spiritual martyr and took them on to help them.
Each woman thinks she is the one who will save Keith from all these other women failures who have burdened his spirit.
If you are having sex with Keith, or have had sex with him: All the other women he’s involved with hate you and will do everything to facilitate you to fail in life in every way.
Ignore their false niceties.
Is Clare Bronfman your boss? Run. She wants to financially destroy you.
Is Allison Mack your leader in some way? Run, she wants to eliminate you. Do you think she wants to share Keith with you or anyone else?
Are you getting EM’d by Lauren, Nancy, or Karen? Run, they are jealous beyond words. They wish you were gone. Do not trust anything they say, or any opinions they have. They want you to fail.
Yet the truth is every other woman Keith is having sex with is told: You are the failure. You are the ‘fuckup’. You are his cross to bare.
Lauren Salzman thinks this.
Clare Bronfman thinks this.
Every woman in Keith’s harem thinks she is Keith’s savior and will marry him and have his special, spiritual golden children as the reward for all her endurance of these horrible fucked up other women Keith is martyring himself for.
Allison Mack thinks this.
Ask yourselves? What horrible things has Keith said about his other women to you?
What disparaging things have your heard from anyone in the group about other women?
What makes you think that Keith and the other women are all not saying the same things about you?